Hunger-Bunger

I'm feeling unmotivated. No, not demotivated because that would mean the existence of some initial level of motivation which has since diminished. Motivation never took its launch for me this semester. At the very most, I had little fireworks of it. They went up into the sky, burst into an array of mesmerising colours, then its remnants in the form of ashes fell to the ground.

Am babbling. Apologies. Sometimes I like to appear smart by putting big words (by my standards ok, shut up) together; conjuring up paragraphs that make me sound articulate, but actually don't mean much in its entirety.

See, I did it again. I wasted your time.

Uber hungry. Winter always makes me starve. Thank God for good metabolism, really.

It's the 1st of June! I can't decide if this semester has gone by quick or slow. At times, it seemed like everything was going at warp speed. Now though, everything's just slowed down. I count the weeks till I get to go home, and it always seems to be 6 weeks away. Maybe because I've been counting down every day of the week. Well okay, now it's *counts* 4 weeks left. EH FOUR WEEKS ONLY! where did week 5 go!? Perhaps the trick is to not count at all :)

Anyway, my exams are coming up soon! I think I'm the only loser who's so excited about exams. But that's okay, cos it's a good thing. I shall motivate myself to finish off one last chapter right now. Pray for me, dear friends! Much appreciated! :)


Ps:: Winter, I hate you.

To My Dear Best Friend.

I apologise for the terrible photo quality.

Janey, Happy 20th Birthday! I lubbu-lubbu you!! Beyond excited that you'll be coming over! We'll make the best of the few days alright?! We can finally have our late night girly chit-chat sleepover :D

*heart heart heart*!!!

I want!!! :'(

Tea & Sympathy.

Ps: Christopher Kok Keng Fai, you are not allowed to comment on this post. Zip it.

God of This City

Kris Allen's a worship leader :D

2012?

Sometimes, when life seems all too routine, I wish that I could just take a quick glimpse of my future. Just one swift tour, if I may. What would I be doing? Am I happy? When I look at the future me, do i detect worry lines on my forehead or do I exude a glow that is unmistakably the workings of joy? I hope it is the latter.


And sometimes, when I'm feeling greedy, I wish that I could just push the fast forward button on life and actually BE in the future. There's so many things that I want to do and I don't want to wait. I want to do them now! I'm not asking for much, just a 3 year leap (actually, I think that's the max I'll go. I don't want to fast forward my youth away) What kind of person would I be at the age of 24? Where do all the aspirations that I have right now eventually lead me? 3 years from today, would my dreams still be the tiny bud from when they first began or would they have blossomed and bloomed into a beautiful reality? I hope it is the latter.


Other times still, when I'm being rational, I just tell myself to wait patiently. I'm at a good place in life right now. Everyone tells you that uni life will be the best time of your life so you better darn well appreciate it 'cos soon you'll be working 9-5 and sleeping in would be a scarce luxury. I believe them, I do. Perhaps my excitement for the future is overstated because in my mind, everything is exactly how I'd want it to be. But I guess at the end of the day, I know that my future lies in the palm of His hands and although it may not turn out to be the equivalent of my definition of perfection, perfection it will surely still be.


Today though, I am feeling irrationally greedy.

She Works Hard For The Money

Bye Bye Danny :'(

But HELLLOOO Kris Allen! *cheers* Honestly, who can beat his rendition of "Ain't No Sunshine". He turned an already awesome song, amazing.

KRIS ALLEN FTW! (I cannot believe I just used a gamer term)

Emo.

I'm tired. I just want to be home.

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On another completely irrelevant note, I am grief-stricken for my curls are waning. They no longer bounce frivolously as I bounce frivolously.

*franctically "pumps and plumps" hair with hands to revive bounciness*

Failed. Curse you genetically-super-straight-hair!!!

Erm. Itu Thing, Ya Ya Itu!

My malay is crap. It has always been crap, but now it's even crappier. I can't even put a proper sentence together anymore.

I ordered 2 dresses from an online boutique in Malaysia and the courier service had some trouble locating my house because apparently their "budak tak boleh jumpa rumah saya"* which is located like..in the middle of the jungle or so it seems.

So anyway, I was trying to explain to the receptionist the situation and here's how it went down:

Lady: Ok. So sekarang kamu beri contact number consignee so kita boleh tahu apa dia mahu buat. (Ok. So give me the contact number of the consignee/receiver so he/she can tell us what he/she'd like us to do with the package)

Me: Um. Nono. Tak payah. Because itu memang benda saya. Saya just panggil from Australia tapi I'm memang supposed to receive benda itu. So then can I just ask you guys to hantar lagi to the same address? (Um. Nono. No need 'cos the package is mine. I'm just calling from Australia but what's being sent to that address in Malaysia is for me. So then can I just ask you guys to send it again to the same address?)

Lady: Oh ok. Mana rumah kamu ya? Ada apa landmark? (Where's your house? Any landmarks?)

Me: Um. Opposite Sekolah Bandar Utama. Lepas McDonald's and Centrepoint. Um, lepas itu...bridge. Itu Bandar Utama bridge. Untuk kereta punya *laughs for a moment at the stupidity of my own sentence* Um..flyover! Yeah sebelum BU12. (Um. Opposite Bandar Utama School, after McDonald's and Centrepoint. Um, after that bridge. The Bandar Utama bridge. The one for cars. Um.. flyover! Yeah before BU12.)


Retarded. How did I get A1 for SPM? It's not my fault! She should be the one speaking English! Eesh.

xoxo

Bunny, Sammy and I Miss You Dearly

:'(

picture stolen from val

Still Looking Hot at 50

That's right. The new Barbie comes with a tramp stamp.

Where the Love Lasts Forever :)

In love never to end,

To call You more than Lord,

Glorious friend.

So I throw my life upon all You are,

Cause I know You gave it all for me,

And when all else fades,

My soul will dance with You,

Where the love lasts forever.

안녕하세요! (an nyeong ha se yo!)

I'm fumbling over my keyboard with my head buried deep in my KOR1010 textbook; making a weak attempt at writing a letter to my Korean penpal. I'm trying to make it as interesting and impressive as possible, yet all I can come up with in this foreign language.... is that I love Japanese food. At this rate, I think I can just forget about my imaginary penpal ever picking up that pen to respond to these scribblings disguising itself as a letter.


I apologise, Sumi-shi, that I am unable to offer you the stimulating conversations that you were looking for in a penpal. (Perhaps you should've been more specific in your ad. Just saying) I apologise for the pain in the back of your eye sockets because you can't help but roll your eyes at my indistinguishable 'sentences' in all of it's grammatical horror. I apologise that I don't even know how to say "You suck" in Korean because honestly, you do.


Seriously, why is it so hard to come up with 20 sentences about my likes and dislikes and my daily routine? I'm guessing it's because I'm trying my hardest not to stick to just what I've learnt in Korean classes these past 8 weeks. I want to come up with my own sentences! Ones that don't involve me going to the library every single day.....during the school holidays! I have more of a life than that!

*defiant stare*


I digress,

How amazingly language has evolved over time. Humans are more sophisticated than given credit for. Darwin, piece of advice for you wherever you are, forget about human evolution. Consider the evolution of languages instead. Befuddle you it will. We've come a long way, haven't we? I wonder what mind boggling things humans will be coming up with in the future.



Ps: I'm kidding. I love my korean classes and I think my assignment is fun. Beats Management assignments at least :D